Inching my way forward
Walking through it. I’m sad as hell, but moving forward. I can’t focus at all on reading, having a really hard time focusing on writing. I’ve been doing some small bits of knitting, but not finding much comfort in it. …
Author: Cari
How it was
(this is not fiction. Oh, how I wish this were fiction) Friday, 6:15am. My son is asleep beside me. Downstairs I hear my husband getting ready to leave for work. I get up to pee. The toilet paper comes away …
The Five Remembrances
(from the Upajjhatthana Sutra) I am of the nature to grow old. There is no way to escape growing old. I am of the nature to have ill-health. There is no way to escape having ill health. I am of …
Sorry for the long silence
I was very tired for a rather wonderful reason, and now today I’m just tired and sad. I had a miscarriage this morning. Can’t process it now…not here, not yet. I’ll be back in a few days or a week. …
Go buy Lawrence’s art
I’m sitting in the usual Sunday place, working on revisions, and it’s just not going smoothly today. I’ve got to rewrite a tricky scene, with some rather key passages of dialogue, and I keep starting, getting intimidated, backing away. Rinse. …
Warning to the Assembly
Flipping through an old notebook just now, I stumbled across a Buddhist prayer/meditation that I’d copied down ages ago. It’s a contemplation for the close of the day, something we chanted at evening service on meditation retreats. (My…how very long …
Weird power, from beyond the grave
(That title should provide some interesting Google hits) Marilyn Monroe is on the cover of the current issue of Poets & Writers, reading Joyce’s Ulysses. (And yes, she really was reading it. This was a candid photo. I know. I …
Elsewhere…
I just read this terrific essay on DeLillo’s Libra, a book I finished reading yesterday. It’s an enjoyable essay for those who have read or might read the book. I hesitate to say it, but I’m afraid DeLillo might be …
Would you care for half a mouthful of broccoli, dear?
The only real disappointment so far from this first year of gardening (the whole toxoplasmosis scandal, and the day the birds ate my okra seedlings aside) has been about yields. Having no idea how much to expect from the amount …
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